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So after watching the sex and the city movie tonight, I've come home feeling lonely and vulnerable. Living the single life was good for a time but i am a person who needs to love and be loved in return. It just seems that for me by the time i get to like the guys seems to already move onto resentment of the life i live. I make no excuses for the fact i'm overly sociable, time scarce and have a tendency to wake people up in the middle of the night for pointless chit chat. Put up with that and in return you get someone who's loving, caring, a good cook and great at massage.
I have one person in mind as a matter of fact, unfortunately he, like many other, have succumbed to the dreaded Chinese whispers which makes me seem less then trustworthy. Nevertheless i continue to be myself. I refuse to budge from my high horse. It just depends on the guy if they want to hop on with me or not.
A friend once said to me, if you are loved by someone, a mountain wouldn't stop them from making their way to you - if this is true then surely some insecurities don't stand a change right ?

I apologize for all the sappy posts, I'm a Pisces, and besides being very kind, we are also consumed by our emotions, which tend to rule our actions. Something that i try to avoid despite it being the very fiber of my existence.
Amazing how a mere chick flick can stirr up so much emotion in me !


-- Kitty xx