The last couple of days have been so exhausting im sick again! Almost as sick as last year when i spent time in the hospital here having a salient drip placed in me for hourrssss. This time it came so suddenly i dont know what triggered it. One minute im watching friends on my laptop and the next moment i feel the sudden urge to spew, which was reddish and i could see bits of the peanut m&m's i had jus eaten, kinda look like a Strawberry Daqirie [very graphic i know lol] So then i KO'ed for the rest of the day, hopefully ill feel better tomorrow.
Which is more then i can say for my new pet mouse. I only bought him yesterday arvo and it was sooo hungry and was literally chewing on his own cage. So i felt so bad i fed it rice and banana's and it just kept eating and eating! It was 1.5 times it size by the next morning. Anyhows it seemed fine so i left it when i went to have dinner and by the time i got back it was lying flat on his front, his little arms and legs stretched out infront of him but still alive.. So i thought it must be resting but after about5 30minutes my poor little mousie was POOK GAI ! I told my mum when i bought him that if i couldnt look after him then id never have kids and OMGGG it died in less then 24hrs! Im going to make SUCH a bad mother *tear tear*
God i hope i get better, im going stirr crazy at home ! arrhhhhh !
-- Kitty xx
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
Happy Biirthday mum！
So it was my mums birthday two days ago and i totally forgot, i feel so guilty about it as well. My dad remembered.. today.. and got her a big bunch of flowers which made me feel even worst. But how am i suppose to remember her if she doesn't even remember her own?!
It takes her about another 45seconds to figure out the reason why she got flowers, but was pretty happy when she got them even though they were slightly late.
Anyhow yesterday i got to spend the day at my beach house because my dad was on Business somewhere. This is the first time i actually got to use the pool, its usually emptied for the winter so i took the first chance i had to take a dip. So me and my brother got downstairs and we realised we[i] forgot our[my] floatie [ok, so i cant swim] So i screamed out to my mum 9 floors up and miraciously she heard us, yes, my voice is THAT loud. So i told her to throw it down to us [which was an obviously stupid idea with the gale force winds that day] But she did anyways and it dropped and bounced of the railing of an apartment on about the fifth floor, which was a close call. I ran through the garden to fetch it and to my disappointment couldnt find it =/ It was another 5minutes of searching till we realised that it had flown into an apartment on the first floor. So what do we do ? After deciding it was not physically possible for me to climb onto the first floor balcony i manage to persuade my little brother to let me boost him over the railing and into the apartment, which was luckily unoccupied. It was going well until cleaners came to see what was going on and i had to explain quickly in poor Chinese we can innocently dropped our floatie into someones balcony. I doubt they believed me, but hey, whats the reason i would wanna rob an empty apartment ?
I dont know why but i like it when little things like that go wrong, makes my life a little more interesting.
wonder what im doing tomorrow ?
-- Kitty xx
* Dad walking up with a bunch of roses*
mum "wonder who gave those to him ?
* Dad gives Ｈer the roses*
mum " what are these for"
dad "for YOU!"
It takes her about another 45seconds to figure out the reason why she got flowers, but was pretty happy when she got them even though they were slightly late.
Anyhow yesterday i got to spend the day at my beach house because my dad was on Business somewhere. This is the first time i actually got to use the pool, its usually emptied for the winter so i took the first chance i had to take a dip. So me and my brother got downstairs and we realised we[i] forgot our[my] floatie [ok, so i cant swim] So i screamed out to my mum 9 floors up and miraciously she heard us, yes, my voice is THAT loud. So i told her to throw it down to us [which was an obviously stupid idea with the gale force winds that day] But she did anyways and it dropped and bounced of the railing of an apartment on about the fifth floor, which was a close call. I ran through the garden to fetch it and to my disappointment couldnt find it =/ It was another 5minutes of searching till we realised that it had flown into an apartment on the first floor. So what do we do ? After deciding it was not physically possible for me to climb onto the first floor balcony i manage to persuade my little brother to let me boost him over the railing and into the apartment, which was luckily unoccupied. It was going well until cleaners came to see what was going on and i had to explain quickly in poor Chinese we can innocently dropped our floatie into someones balcony. I doubt they believed me, but hey, whats the reason i would wanna rob an empty apartment ?
I dont know why but i like it when little things like that go wrong, makes my life a little more interesting.
wonder what im doing tomorrow ?
-- Kitty xx
Monday, November 24, 2008
Eye of the storm
I cant believe its been so long since I blogged, after telling myself i'll set aside time to blog each week. I feel so unreliable right now. So much has happened in the last few months i have barely had time to stop and gather myself. With exams, studying, parties, work, promoting, a trip to queensland, another trip to queensland, birthdays, dinners and finally ending up in china i have had next to no sleep in the last month and a half.
So far I spent two night at the white swan in GuanZhou while my parents did business, two nights in my City apartment in Longgang settling in and The last two night in the beach house resting. And my god ave i rested ! I had fifteen hours of sleep last night! I woke up forgetting how to walk >I have so much to be thankful for as well, such as my great friends and family who pick me up when i am at my worst.
There is only one thing that i am regretting this year, and that is lossing someome important to me needlessly. There was no cheating or lying as i had them believe, it was all a cheap ploy to distract them from my expressions of discontent. And so they left, at the worst possible time for them. It was for the best i suppose, thinking about their indescretions showed how it was less of a loss then i thought. What hurt the most when i was with them was that i knew i would always be second, thought about second most, cared about second best and loved second to someone else. Its not something i could have lived with. why is it that the substitues never seem as good no matter how much better they seem on paper ? Its been less then a month, but somehow it seems like its been forever- though it still hurts. Once again ive been replaced, by a newer model, and people wonder why i have a complex about staying young? They seems happy, and i guess in some way it should make me feel better, but it doesnt. It hurt so much when they were down and i did everything i could to make it better, even though they never knew and hopefully never will. Looking like the bad guy is better then looking like i tried but couldnt make it better in my eyes.
Either way, this year was a chance to learn and grow, Next year is when i make my mark. So many plans in my head just waiting to spring into action. Im going to show those who have no faith in me what i am exactly capable of. My goal this year is to be completely independent.
But before that i am going to enjoy my time away from all the BS that tends to plague my existence. Looking at how the people over here gives me a new profound outlook to life. Life doesnt have to be all social politics and complications. It can just be simple, like the old man sitting on the peir fishing or the old ladies that gather outside my gated community ever night to dance. Life is only as complicated as you make it. Sometimes i think those who have less, can gain so much more in life.
In this sense, i am reluctant to go home this time.
So far I spent two night at the white swan in GuanZhou while my parents did business, two nights in my City apartment in Longgang settling in and The last two night in the beach house resting. And my god ave i rested ! I had fifteen hours of sleep last night! I woke up forgetting how to walk >I have so much to be thankful for as well, such as my great friends and family who pick me up when i am at my worst.
There is only one thing that i am regretting this year, and that is lossing someome important to me needlessly. There was no cheating or lying as i had them believe, it was all a cheap ploy to distract them from my expressions of discontent. And so they left, at the worst possible time for them. It was for the best i suppose, thinking about their indescretions showed how it was less of a loss then i thought. What hurt the most when i was with them was that i knew i would always be second, thought about second most, cared about second best and loved second to someone else. Its not something i could have lived with. why is it that the substitues never seem as good no matter how much better they seem on paper ? Its been less then a month, but somehow it seems like its been forever- though it still hurts. Once again ive been replaced, by a newer model, and people wonder why i have a complex about staying young? They seems happy, and i guess in some way it should make me feel better, but it doesnt. It hurt so much when they were down and i did everything i could to make it better, even though they never knew and hopefully never will. Looking like the bad guy is better then looking like i tried but couldnt make it better in my eyes.
Either way, this year was a chance to learn and grow, Next year is when i make my mark. So many plans in my head just waiting to spring into action. Im going to show those who have no faith in me what i am exactly capable of. My goal this year is to be completely independent.
But before that i am going to enjoy my time away from all the BS that tends to plague my existence. Looking at how the people over here gives me a new profound outlook to life. Life doesnt have to be all social politics and complications. It can just be simple, like the old man sitting on the peir fishing or the old ladies that gather outside my gated community ever night to dance. Life is only as complicated as you make it. Sometimes i think those who have less, can gain so much more in life.
In this sense, i am reluctant to go home this time.
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